Without your Love...

I've given away my heart
So it could be torn into pieces..
She left me with the feelings of
Betrayal and being forgotten.
I'm so in love, yet so alone, with some
days thrown away.

Feeling her absence hurts the most
My constant Urge to call is almost
taking over, while on the other side,
my cycle of feelings starts with rage.
Slowing going into sadness, rage again,
desperation, devastation, and finally denial.

Every morning I open my eyes to
emptiness.
Seeing a long black hallway with nothing
in between.
This so-called love has taken over my
life being me distracted.

Days pass by and now my emotions are
going crazy.
Leaving me no choice but to vomit.
To empty my pessimistic thoughts.
To stop thinking my life is over.
To stop my tears every night from falling.
To stop feeling like my heart has
shattered into fifty pieces.

The hardest part of moving on is the
jealosy on top of all my misery.
But soon enough I'll go to bed
realizing I survived this struggle.
I need to escape my depression to
continue breathing.
And regain my strength to live again.

Still Life Goes on..

You are in joy in midst of frens and family..
and I am here wondering in agony..
all those happy days are gone..
But still the life goes on..

So many things to do..
and all this being without you..
I haven't imagined you will ever turn..
But still the life goes on..

Struggling to overcome every dead past..
trying to forget all those care and trust..
living empty with my heart burn..
But still the life goes on..

I have forgotten to smile..
still I have to travel many miles..
I have lost my way 'coz I am alone..
But still the life goes on..
Still the life goes on..

I Have a Dream..

I have a dream to see you smiling..
in every untrodden ways of you travelling..

I have a dream to see you always happy..
May you never know the meaning of being "lonely"

I have dream to dream about you..
and to remain in your heart so kind and true..

I have a dream to long last this love..
Which is raw, unseen and untouched..

I have a dream to close my eyes forever
wishing you happy wherever you are..

Away with You...

I am wild here..
struggling with every new fear
hanging around with joying mates,
in the meadow of all around hates..
still the life goes on..
missing you all along..
am I so crazy or mad?
better to tell a hell bad
but still I have a true heart
and though me all apart,
I still dwell with you
away with you in my world new..

Loving You..

Beyond the barriers of sorrow
In the dream of beautiful tomorrow
Begging you all the love and care
Everlasting and the one forever
Kinda, soft, gentle and fair
Till the end of horizon and eternity
Hoping to get all your sensitivity
All the untrodden ways of life
Promising to hold ur hand though me in strife
Among the beautiful mountains in paradise...

Miss you so much

The countless sweet words..
Vanished with the brutality of lords,
And I lost the warm sunny rays
As I miss you so much.. for you have gone away..


Whenever I try to smile..
have to think for a while,
And When I judge, "It's a beautiful day"..
I miss you so much.. for you have gone away..


In the shivering cold of January...
I felt my life itself in misery,
Even if it's the month of warm May
I miss you so much.. for you have gone away..
I miss you so much.. for you have gone away..